I’ve been reading a lot of Gary Vaynerchuk’s book “Crush It” in the last few days, and he talks about how stories are powerful. This blog has taught me the same thing. And then last night I read the wonderful Elizabeth PW’s blog , which really got me inspired. Hell, if she can be upfront and honest about the crappy situation that motivated her to start a business, so can I.
A short time ago, I was a grant writer making $7.25 an hour at a non-profit program. It was my third professional writing job. I’d had jobs that involved teaching writing, doing writing, and grant writing; all of these jobs had disappeared due to the economy and the fact that working for non-profits means that you tend to change jobs a lot. In addition, I’d been writing on the side, doing copywriting and small business marketing, for about a year. It started out as favors for friends, and kind of grew by word of mouth. But I wasn’t really making money. I didn’t know how to charge for it, and my finances were quickly becoming messy. My current job wasn’t cutting it. To make up for it, I worked extra hours, most of which ended up going unpaid. I’d talked about starting something like Cottage Copy for almost six months, but had no idea how to do it. It’s one thing to tell other people how to write and build a business: I knew I was good at that. But doing it for yourself is whole different story, and it seemed like such an overwhelming prospect that I couldn’t face it.
Cut to a month ago, with me crying on my bed because I hated my job, I had a negative bank balance, lots of bills, and had no idea what I was going to do when the job I didn’t like very much ended in two weeks. I didn’t know what to do, and I felt like a total life failure. Which is a sucky feeling, let me tell you. I was a smart, capable, person. How in the world did I get here?
I woke up the next morning with some serious clarity. I’d spent my whole life operating on the principle that being satisfied at work didn’t matter. That anything I wanted to do outside work (like start a business!) would be impossible and I’d fail. After all, most online businesses fold within three years. Why would I be any different? But I woke up that morning with a whole new perspective. I already felt like I’d failed. So I’d taken care of that fear. Anything new had to be better than where I was.
So I went into work. I told my boss I would not stay for reduced hours, that I was going to do something on my own. I told everyone I knew that I was starting a business so I couldn’t decide to chicken out. I called all my old clients(who I hadn’t even really thought of as clients until then) and asked them to write me testimonials and see if they had samples of my old work, which I had of course not saved, thinking it would never matter. And to my total surprise, everyone got behind me. They asked me why I hadn’t done it sooner. My co-workers got behind me, even my boss got behind me. Even my parents got behind me, despite the fact that it was kind of a crazy proposition (Mom and Dad, if you’re reading this, I love you and thank you!). No one told me that I was insane, or that I’d fail.
I’ve been a business for three weeks. I’ve had clients who were completely and totally satisfied with my work and raved about me on Twitter. In my first week of being a business, my blog got linked by Havi Brooks on Twitter to 6000 people. I’ve had a conversation on Twitter with Naomi Dunford, who I also idolize. For the first time in my adult life, I know what I want do, and I have a plan to get there. Despite the fact that I am still scared to death, every day I wake up wanting to work, and to get better and improve. I’m writing an ebook: I’m someone who always claimed I could never write a book, I wasn’t a good enough writer. And my opinion of myself, and what I am capable of doing, has changed.
The moral of the story for me is really simple. Anyone can do this, who wants to work hard enough and is really passionate about what they do. Hell, if I can, anyone can. More importantly, this is the first year in a few years when I’m excited about the New Year, not dreading it. I don’t expect to be rich overnight, or even in a few months, but I know that with time and effort, I can build a successful business and take care of myself. And I can help people at the same time. How cool is that?